Why The Hangups?

Ever turn around and look at the past couple of days and wonder: Ok, what the hell is going on and what that fuck am I thinking?

As only partial explanation: I find it strange to be a sex-positive person but to still have my own unique hangups that I can't even seem to control. Did I get so embarrassed today because of the cute boy ...or because of the vibrator he was telling me about?

More on this soon.